~black momentum that made a black moment ~

salam all..it's been a while since my last post. Too many things happened n need to be attended. Banyak sangat menda nk dishare ngan korang..tapi xtau nk start with which one..huhu

ok..rasanya better i start with the one i considered as the worst thing happened in my journey of life for this 29 years bernafas kat bumi Allah ni. N ia juga menjadi pengajaran yang paling bermakna dalam hidup...

it was happened last 2 weeks - 28102011..kira esok(friday) genap la 2 minggu. i was on my home from school. On that day, i was earlier than i used to..sebab jarang friday balik awal..tp sebab pening kepala n stress with loads of works that day..so i decided to went home early to have a good rest. i drove my car as usual..n then ada la pakcik india ni tgh melintas jalan dengan lemah gemalai nya mcm tgh wat catwalk..cut the story short,i honked him n still got no reaction...DUMMMMMMM!!! I HIT HIM!!!!! Astaghfurullah,at that time..seyes mmg quite blurred of wat had happened..seeing dat my car's front mirror had crashed,blood over my tudung n hands..huhuhu wat the heck happened???n why oh why?

i went out of the car..to see wat happened to the poor man..he was lying on the road with no signs of movement..is he dead? (may he R.I.P)i'm screwed! panic attacked..didn't know what to do....n alhamdulillah,since it was the time of all my friends signed off from school so many of them were on their home and stopped by and gave some helps which i really needed. ye la, never ever had an experience camtu kot??time tu the first thing i worried the most was the one in my belly..is my son doing alright?is he still moving? n one of the teachers asked the other teacher to take me to nearest clinic to check whether the baby n me were doing fine..gigil?of coz la i was..but maybe i am the type yang did not really know how to express what i felt deep down inside..n try to act cool as nothing has happened..others yang panicked n worried.. had my checkups..no serious injuries n scanned the baby..n alhamdullillah..he's doing just fine. syukur sesangat.thank you ALLAH!

From the clinic,straight away to Balai Polis Dengkil to lodge a report. Hubby was on his way with my brother. I was okay but bila hubby sampai je terus rasa nk nanges..tapi tahan sebab segan ngan my friends..rasa cam nk peluk dia kuat2 kat balai tu gak..rasa sedih btambah bila hubby usap kepala n said" kenapa ni yang..mcm mana bleh jadi camni?"huhuhu....tp cam bese..act normal n smile..dlm hati..only He knows T_T

masa tu gak..rasa bersyukur ngan semua kengkawan kat SK KOTA WARISAN yang banyak membantu..yang pompuan bagi moral support..ada yang terus sampai kat balai,yg msgs n calls..terharu sangat. yang cecikgu lelaki lak tlg setelkan kete kat tempat eksiden. mujur la i blah awal dr situ,sebab menurut cerita org..kawasan tu mmg kawasan 'hitam'. sebab?sesapa je yg hit s/body dr kampung tu..the whole kampung will come out n 'kerjakan' org tu..aritu ada org yg kena kejar ngan kayu hoki..ops,lupa nk gtau..jalan tu jalan hiway. n diorg sesukahati je melintas jalan kat situ..ramai dah puak2 dia yang jadi korban jalan tu..but still..hmm ntah la. masa i lodged report polis kata mungkin x jadi kes jenayah since tu jalan hiway..dilarang melintas..tapi, papehal pun..tunggu la court order..wat will happen next..i just pray for the best,korang doakan la xkena pape yer huhuhu

bila sampai IPD Sepang,tggu keta dr towing..n tgk dr pics yang hubby n luqman amik..huhu sian kat my car..teruk gak impact dia..sorry mr blackie.. below are some pics of my dear mr blackie..harap dia cepat sembuh..huhu sorry again!

hubby tgh tgk internal damage that i caused..huhu..

ni la keadaan dlm kete..tp masa eksiden xla teruk camni..masa ni cermin da jatuh kot..

keadaan my car dr luar..teruk x?

mau makan berbulan2 nk siap ni...hmm

pengajaran dr incident ni ..always be careful while u are driving..sebab malang memang tak berbau..kekadang bukan sebab kita pun bleh berlaku perkara yang tak diingini,trauma gak pas eksiden ni...almost 2 weeks dah xpegang steering..hubby sends me to work..sian dia jauh ulang alik..hadap jammed lagi..huhu sorry sayang..love u! masa bebaru agak susah gak la nk lelap mata..tu la banyak sangat tgk citer hantu..so imagination tu mula kreatif tak bertempat huhu..terpaksa la hubby sabo melayan karenah bini dia ni..skang ni bila tdo sorang,wajib pasang yasin..baru yakin nk tdo..n takleh kalau hubby bawak2 kete laju2..phobia still ada weh... n camne la nk bawak keta pasni plus ada baby lagi...n kalau lesen kena gantung,camno den nk g skola??hadoila.......

papepun,syukur pada yang MAHA KUASA..yang i'm still under His blessings since nothing serious happened to me n my dear baby..n pray the best yang my case ni akan berjalan lancar..korang doakan sekali yer..AMIN!